Spiritual Warfare for my boys. Make that, for my kids. Make that, for my family.

Okay, so I'm going through an audio class called "The Fight for Life", put on by The Daily Audio Bible and Ransomed Heart ministries.

This morning, I am struck with how I have failed to go after the heart of our boys.   Whatever sad, sick, lonely parts of me have kept me from doing this, I want out.

Whatever forces of darkness have come between us, I want gone.

And as I am praying through this, (and I understand that it will take the rest of my life to keep doing that), it's apparent now that I need to enter the fray in earnest.   There's a fight that's been raging for my children's souls, and I've been sitting idly by.

No more.  I am going to get involved in this fight, and I am going to pursue their hearts.

And those of my daughters, too.

For that matter, the extent of my fighting for Monica's heart has been insufficient.

God, give me the wisdom to remember that on my own, I am a fool.

Give me the strength to surrender all to you.

And let me become less, so that You can become more in me.